Episodes

Wednesday Apr 24, 2024
Ep 3: A Church Kid's Journey an Interview with Austin Noll
Wednesday Apr 24, 2024
Wednesday Apr 24, 2024
In this conversation, Austin Noll, author, podcast host and Grief Recovery Specialist discusses his experiences growing up in a fear-based church environment and the impact it had on his relationship with God. He shares how the church's control and shame-based practices affected his view of himself and God. Austin also highlights the lack of freedom to question and the conflation of church authority with God's authority. Overall, Austin's journey highlights the need for a more grace-centered and empowering approach to faith. In this conversation, Austin and Sandi discuss the journey of unraveling from unhealthy religious teachings and the process of healing. They explore the challenges of conforming or pushing against the beliefs imposed by parents and religious institutions. Austin shares his personal journey of questioning and deconstructing his faith, highlighting the importance of differentiating between unhealthy ideas and healthy beliefs. He emphasizes the need to trust oneself and one's discernment, as well as the understanding that God is bigger than the box we put Him in.
You can find Sandi's book here: https://livingbornagain.com
You can connect with Austin here:
https://www.instagram.com/austin_noll
https://www.facebook.com
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-crumpled-papers-podcast/id1659958851

Wednesday Apr 17, 2024
Ep2: Deconstructing with Curtis Reed
Wednesday Apr 17, 2024
Wednesday Apr 17, 2024
Curtis Reed, an Advanced Grief Recovery Method Specialist and Transition Coach, shares his journey of healing and growth. He grew up in a broken home with addicted parents and experienced a toxic and dysfunctional environment. After hitting rock bottom, he found faith and joined a church community that initially provided support and transformation. However, he later discovered the destructive nature of the church's leadership culture, which prioritized performance and control over genuine connection and growth. Curtis learned to separate God from the toxic practices and denounce the harmful behaviors while still loving the people. He emphasizes the importance of healthy boundaries and self-care in spiritual communities. In this conversation, Sandi Derby and Curtis Reed discuss the toxic environments they experienced in a church organization. They talk about the systemic problems that were never addressed, the harm caused to young people, and the pressure to conform and stay silent. They also discuss the process of healing and differentiating between the organization and God. Curtis emphasizes the importance of prioritizing inner healing and separating God from the toxic environment.
Contact Curtis at: curtis@healtattheroot.com
Visit Curtis' website: https://healattheroot.com
Purchase Sandi's book at: https://livingbornagain.com/

Wednesday Apr 10, 2024
Ep1: Introduction with Sandi Derby
Wednesday Apr 10, 2024
Wednesday Apr 10, 2024
In this conversation, Sandi shares her personal journey of encountering the Father's heart and the transformative power of His love. She discusses her background of abuse and addiction, and how God intervened in her life. Sandi emphasizes the importance of healing and sanctification in the Christian journey, and the need to reflect the Father's heart in our interactions with others. She also highlights the profound ways in which God works in the lives of people from different backgrounds and beliefs. The conversation concludes with an invitation to join Sandi on this journey of discovering the depths of the Father's heart.
You can order Sandi's book here:
https://a.co/d/8zUu1uE

Meet Sandi Derby
Sandi is an Author, Speaker, Trainer for the Grief Recovery Institute®, Life Coach and Spiritual Director.
Yet, titles mean little compared to the testimony of Sandi's life. From severe abuse to addiction to believer to healed and on purpose, Sandi's life is a testimony to the power of the Father's heart!
Join Sandi as she shares from her own experiences, along with amazing and inspiring guests that will equip and encourage you to live a life on purpose. No matter your story or season this podcast will bring hope and healing as a reflection of the Father's heart.